little things

good morning friends! 'tis wednesday. i got a decent night's sleep, though eight hours just doesn't seem to be cutting this week. i keep forcing my body out of bed though it begs me for three or four more hours. and oddly enough, i'm not really wanting coffee either despite how tired i feel. i keep making myself drink a cup or two to keep from getting a withdrawel headache. that's a hilarious sentence to read back over. sheeeeesh.

tonight i have a "date" with a customer from my store, whom i love! she and i had made these plans a few weeks ago, and i was really tempted to cancel so i could disappear tonight but i think i'll keep them. i am doing everything backwards this week.

my usual coping mechanisms (and i use that term loosely) haven't swarmed into my life as they have in the past. for that i am grateful. i am functioning, though very, very sad. but, i am taking care of myself (and a certain little stinky buddy too).

i hope your wednesdays are delightful. the earth and the plants were happy for the good soaking yesterday and last night. the weekend approaches. the fair is in town (though i don't really give a hoot, everyone seems really excited about it this year). we are all here and are capable of great happiness and love.

cool, right?

adieu for now,

lu