i do have to say i woke up more peaceful today than i have in a really long time. as in, i couldn't tell you how long. oh how i miss my friends (my gal is flying into nyc today...good luck snickerdoodle!) and oh i am tired of grieving the way that i have.i woke up this morning and looked at my phone, worried just how late i had slept past my alarm (an hour and a half) and noticed i had two messages from two completely random people whom i haven't seen much lately or don't usually get to see. both of whom extolled genuine care for my existence and i have to say it was overwhelming in the greatest possible way.
here i am today, friends. i care that you exist, please know that.
adieu for now,
*pics: top: how everything has looked and felt lately. attractive, no? bottom: me when i woke up at 11ish last night realizing i hadn't taken a picture for the day. no, my mind never stops.