i don't know why i can't just shut my damn mouth sometimes. why do i HAVE to express every single thing i think and feel? it isolates the people i really like and makes me feel like a giant rotten terd.
oh well. today's a new day. and it's an odd awakening that all of these times that i've been enjoying and am so afraid of losing are all yesterdays now. it's a good time to remind myself of that delightful old saying of mine "if you've got one foot in yesterday and one foot in tomorrow, then you're pissing all over today". that's what happened yesterday. i'm too stubbourn to let that happen again today or tomorrow or the day after that. oh but i'm still aggravated with myself. ugh. no time for that either.
yesterday's pic: wine & an eggplant vase at dinner after meeting a truly interesting woman who encouraged me to talk about myself (which we all know, outside of a blog, is always dangerous).
adieu for now kiddos.
your friendly neighbourhood sad sack tenderheart,